my gosh!! its been so so so so long since ive been online! ahah approximately 3 months! ahhas. anw.. lotsa tings haf been happeng to me. ive been in distress!!! ahahah in practically ev single aspect of my life!!! sch is terrible.. dunno y i seemed to haf lost my focus on lotsa stuff. cant seem to hafta discipline to achieve my triple A for the dreaded As. hmmz... fell outta contact with lotsa dear frens... it seems as if ive been enclosing myself or sth... oddly enuff.. the pple that im closest to ata moment (except my dear kacheng) is e badm pple...! it is ironic cos badm has alws been e one to bring misery to my life. ahhahas.. all the times tht i cried or felt reali depressed in cjc was all attributed to badm... ahhaha. how retarded is that. okay anw back to the present. well at least now ive gained back sum focus in my life.. am slightly more motivated to do my work... am happier now. to dis i hfta say thanks to 2 pple... xm doesnt come online... but oh well.. and to YOU.. tnks so much. hahaa. am not gna put ur name up here in case any funny rumours start or wteva. hahahah.. jus caught shrek yst with dan. it was ultra funny!!! both of us cldnt stop laughing!!! i esp loved the stupid INNOCENT CAT. ahha my gosh. it was jus superbly adorable!! ahhas. wldnt mind watchg it again or getg e vcd! ahha. e other movie i watched was troy (c how outdated i am) it was long!! abt 2 half hrs? lotsa nude scenes.. the guys and girl were hot! ahhas. but it reali put orlando bloom in an ultra bad lite. dun like him anymore. ahahhas e only next 2 movies on my list are kill bill (yep i knw im outdated) and harry potter!!! ahhaha cant wait!!! too bad i prob wun be able to catch it with jean char cher ser... deyr e pple i reali wna catch it with! hmmz... ders anastasia ltr at 7.30 onta disney ch! cant waita watch it.. e one disney movie i reali miss is aladdin. dunnno why dey hfnt shown it yet tho. perhaps its too old. hmmz. been watchg alot of tv lately... ahah din realise i was sucha addict!!! fav shows are friends... oc.. american idol... spongebob... totally spies... kim possible...sabrina...dexters lab... incredible tales.. missing and lots more! ahahas.. wun be surprised if i actually spend half my life slacking ata couch ahhaha. mid yrs are coming and im totally not prepared... been doing horridly at practically all subjs.... including MATHS.. how dreadful is that. dunno why recently i haf not been even attempting to study at all. well .. thats gta change man!!! okay my present ST goals in life are....

1) catch up w my frens
2) do much better than i expect for midyrs
3)catch up on all my hw
4) attain more cip hrs!!
5) maintain my physical level
6) stop being confused abt evtg
7) be more decisive!!!!
8) save lotsa $$ for future shopg sprees and pres!

hahaha yep thts all for now man... hmmz.. sports day was qt boring.. much more boring as compared to last yr.. dno whether its cos of the absence of juaner (kinda)...yunx...lala... yj. hmmz. had fun catchg up with becks chels and kai at mos tho! ahahah was damn funny... we stoned...talked...ate...danced a lil (me n becks) it was sucha slacker filled rubbish day!! enjoyed it thoroughly! ahhaa.. ill nv forget our walk thru the park. dun tell anyone abt e silly tings i did alrite? ahahaa esp the stones or pile of leaves. ahhas. talk abt embarrassing. becks and chels cldnt stop talking abt grad!!! ahaha.. must hang out with my class pple more often.. ahhas. alrite i gtg meet up with char and cheri soon for prata...!!! hfnt seen those twits for ages! hee.

NAPFA on mon....!!!!! hope i can get all A. hahaha.. dis silly knee of mine had beta heal...!!!! ahhaha. individual msgs now...

yunx lala cind yj yanz criz mai jose>> meet up soon okae?
ping >> same 4 u u twit!!! hahas.. stay over durin june?
kachengs >> miss u e most!!! call me and write me soon ok?
t08' pple >>> lets strive on okae? itll be over b4 u know it. hahah. -prays-
del chow >> lets play tennis!

hahah took a silly love test at http://www.naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test01.htm u guys can try it too. its reali silly tho. lolz. ahahha here are e results!!!

1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold
as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is patience, never give up on you.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.

4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one which make you feel warmth and in-love always.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

8. At this moment, you are quite self-centered; you think of love as
something you can get and trash anytime you want.

okae... i din manage to complete anymore goals. how annoying is tht! grr. nvm. okae first tings first. e bbq din go too badly.. i mean ... less than half the food caught fire. wahhas. and i was e only one der who knew how to start and keep e fire going! my gosh... the guys der are simply... umm... *******. hahaa. okae.. the food wasnt tht bad. e shopping was hilarious! ahhaa... sji guys are reali sji. ahhaha thts all i can say. suzie came along... and we ate mini melts! deyr gd.. but super ex! wah nv in my life again man. ahhas. e rest came late as usual.... ahhaa. and now cos of tht. im totally broke!!! I NEED THE MONEY BACK PPLE! hahaa. okae. tnk gdness dey din play truth or dare. ahah if not i wld prob haf died. one way or another. hahaa. watched resident evil aft tht. seriously love tht show...!!! still rem e funniest qns char cheri and jean were asking aft tht ahhahs. how i wish dey were here rite now X( hmmz. speaking of going overseas.. suzies gg! cldnt blif... hmmz. maybe ill meet her der sumtime... tink i mite be gg ata end of e yr. but not too sure. wonder wat itll be like den. hmmz. ping stayed over! hahahas. was reali glad she did. we cooked... and cooked! e food was alriteeeee la. hahaha. e brownie was fantastic! but we forgot to add e milky bar. haiz. and bcos of all e rubbish ive been eatin lately... im hafg a sore throat now! oh man... baddddd! seriously gna fall very ill soon... (bad feelg). was spse to complete jy's hw and ms angs too. but... ahha apparently.. i slpt e whole damn day away. how horrid is tht! nwo im reali starting to wonder if me and chow can keep up to our promiseee. hmm... anyhow... tmr got early morn run and PE again aft tht. tnk gdness ders no trainin aft pe. if not ill die like how i died on thurs! ahhas. 3 killers in a row ... ugh. hmmz. dunno why i suddenly tot of me and kristy laughin and laughin thruout the bbq and resident evil. dunno wota hell got into us. ahhas. now i undstd why gen tinks tht me and kris are ***** when we get tog. hahahas. but unforunately it is true. ahhahas. oh yah. cant blif e sn outing din work. ahahha okae individual msgs now!!!

jean >>> tnks alot! hurry send! call soon! luvya!
ping >> was really fun! forgot to gifya ur surprise pres tho :/
yanz >> u tc alrite? ahahah sorry abt the tanning ting!!! X)
'08 >>> hols over. here we go again... ahhaa
del >>> no more prata but more pool k? hehez.
egna >>> hurry msg when ur back! cant waita cya!!!
jose>> sths up wya blog man. come over soon k? ahha danny misses u!
yunx lala cindy junz>> lets go adels hse soon! haah miss her massage chair!

hmmz lets see... movie down. danny walked. ahahha i haf so many more goals to accomplish! -faints- ahaha. had training today. lotsa pple tot it was bad. but me and kristy din tink so. ahaha i guess we're too neutral oredi. ahhahs. e best pple inta team is gen and kris. dunno what ill do without dem. ahhaha prob get drowned by all e sn pple and suffocate n die. hahaha. (oops hope ure not readin dis) ahaha. gna hfa badm bbq soon at my hse! ahhaha hope i din get myself into unneccessary trouble by offerin my hse. hahaa. i also hope i dun get thrown into e pool. ahaha. (e guards r oredi peeved at me hahaha no tnks to char and cheri... for our yearly events) hmmz. jus realised im getg further away from many pple.. and closer to jus a few. hmmz. oh well it takes two hands to clap aft all... its jus amazing how past close or very close relations can jus slip away lidat. u may c each other daily and stuff. but evtgs jus diff now. hmmz. quite odd. schs gna start soon. and me and chow r gna hfta uphold our... um... promise no matter how diff it may be! hmmz. hahahs ive found new swimming buddies as well! deyr xuez and chels! ahahha so amusing. e least expected pple at my hse with the most unexpected fun! ahahha truly amazing. absolutely wonderful. ahhaha. but next time... cut down onta food supply yeah? ahahah. haf so many sms's to waste. how annoying. maybe i shall jus mass msg to try to maximise usage. ahhaha. hmmz. dun wna get back my results. cos aft i get it back. i may c pple go (i reali hope not.... haiz) and i hfta start studyin again. .. who noes... pple may go into depression and evtg'll be dreary again! lets hope not! hmmz.

here are the tings i wish for.... (tht $$ cant exactly buy)
1) my maid will be able to cook a proper meal
2) e trio in my class will be able to stay (prays extra hard!!!)
3) tht ill be able to go overseas!! hehez.

hey angie!!!! gdness i din realised u signed my gb. ahha... im so glad ull be comin back soon! hahah cant waita cya! miss u so much! hehez.

hmmz. had a great time yst!! ahah shot many rounds of pool with del at our usual umm.. rather hot place. ahhaah . but dey finally made massive (at least to me it was qt huge.. considering tht dey hfnt changed netg in like a century!) changes. ahhas. went for marche.. and watched dirty dancing.... i tot e movie was absolutely horrid and totally not worth money at all. i mean one and a half hrs is serioualy bullshit man... thank god i din pay for the tics.. phews. hey del if ure reading dis we gta play more pool yeah! ahahha... tht way we can improve and trash jac! ahah. okae recently my life has been more or less monotonous. ive been slpg b4 nine pm... i guess thts cos im seriously dead beat... and yes its mostly badms fault! running inta morns 3 times a wk at least...... trainings are horrid... esp physically ones! ahaaha... thurs was my first pt! (to e horror and amazement of ev1) ahaha. pe is not exactly helping either. ahahah heres how mr lim conditions me... first he says... class do 7 rounds... den he goes.... jessica go 10 cos ure a badm player. hahahas and so it goes on and for every single itty bitty ting i gotta do extra. ahah but thurs are e worst... morn runs.... followed by pe.... den its a super long day... (end @ 4.30) den physical training aft that. ahahhas. i cant help but imagine all e free time i wld haf if i was not in badm. but thts jus wishful tinkg oredi.. considering tht i kinda got blackmailed. haiz. hahaa. okae lets tok abt results.... i guess the saying... study less and obtain more results is qt true! ahah @ least thts wat happened for me dis time round.... i got..... a C for jys paper.... rajoo is still unknown... a B3 for chinese...... A for maths... (wat shocked me was the 79) ... econs i managed to tyco to 18/30 for mcq without studyin @ all. but case study was a misery... had 11/30. ahhaa and i definitely cannot count on essay... i only knew how to do 1b and 2b. ahahha. so i guess what i need now is just plenty of luck man! ahhaa. oh well im jus gna enjoy my wonderful one wk break first! hehez. beautiful..... my aim for the hols are to... read finish dis excellent judith m. book in borders ( no money to buy) ahahas its abt magic!!! hehez. okae... swim more.... tan more.... play pool more!!! meet up with e stupid sn twits! try nota pon trainings... take my doggie out for walks...(without killing him or myself)... haf a bbq.... get closer to my team mates and classmates. ahhaha i guess my goals sound pretty accomplishable eh? ooh yeah! i wanna add another one... tht is to... play the piano!!!! oh man... hfnt touched the keys in so long. miss it so much. esp canon in d major..... (ahhh.....) okae. shant blab anymore. ahhaa. tc ev1...! X) dis hols is gna be greaT!!!!!


del and chow >>> pool? nubar? movie? mahjong? bridge?!!?!? X)
yunx n cindy >>> wat happened to our meeting? ahahha
jose >>> u twit la u.... hurry come!
08' classmates >>> go out soon? hehez.
jac >>> happy tioman-in! ill be waiting for ya to get baq... cya on sat i hope? ahhaa
jean >>> rem abt e leta!!! call me soon yah? dun be so blur abt ur classes anymore...
joyce >>> happy bdae!!! hehez. hope we dun hfta go for surgery!!! (prays hard)
ping >>> woman ah... our promises to meet up ah. ahhaha.. it just neva happens does it. ahaha
danny >>> i promise to walk u soon!! (hahaha)

jose : thanks dear. wota said in ur blog.. was simple but yet it had a tremendously deep and sweet impact on me. reminded me of last yr. haahha. esp when i was umm... attempting to do integration. ahahha. im glad ure still in cjc. X)


u see! one beautiful para jus for ya as i promised...! ahahha.

how nite study has been for me......

water..... floor....cupped hands....failed attempt...... floor...more water.....wet table.... lotsa tissue!! haha... fishy fishy.... kfc... singing....more singing.... chi version of ***** ..... flirting(gross).....bombing (2 poor souls frm sji) ... running.... yawning.... scribbling.... slpg.... depression? insanity....



okae evtg is much better now. tnk gdness cts is over. stress is over. but results are still onta way. ecks. dun reali hate anyone anymore i guess. ahahha or maybe the 6 ppl jus simmered down to ONE. hmm. but other than tht evtgs fine. so dun worrie! ahhaha. sorry. hmm. lets see cts din go too well. hfnt been gg for trainin. hmmz. am onlie gg for the sake of gg. so sad aint it? but im reali tryin my best oredi. hope i wun disappoint pple anymore (learnt dis from ya del) hmms. many tings i feel like blabberin out. but it wld be detrimental to both me and you. hmmz. so nvm. but life can reali be a bitch smtms. ahha yes im finally online again. guess ill jus send out individual msgs now.

a certain sum1 >>> hope e 3hrs onta fone worked. dun worrie we both din waste our time. hope evtgs okae now? was reali worried. but i noe ure strong. in fact we all are.... smtms u try nota disappoint pple and u end up hurting urself. and most of the time aft that... u end up disappointing urself...disappointg others.....hurting urself....and hurting others. tink abt it ya.

lala n yunx >> nv fail to crack me up. such lame twits u are. haha

c(h)ow >>> " water....cupped hands..... running....spilling.... table.... floor.... laughter.... more water" ahhahah! funny funny!

badmintoners >>> ill try

kc >> ill call u soon. haiz. smtms.. i jus wish i cld be der wya and joyce. -sighs-

okae im finally here again...... i have only one ting to say today... tht i dun usually say..........



FUCK YOU.



the arrogance of you!!! it jus cannot be stand for. who the fuck do u tink u are!?!? jus keep going arnd acting so high and mighty when inside you're jus nothing at all.. what u did was totally unforgivable. dunno wota hell i saw in you inta first place....e tot of u jus makes me sick. i jus want you outta my life! BITCH... BASTARD.... BITCH!!!!


i can tink of 6 other pple tht i hate ata moment.... reali hope you all will go rot with the rest of the worlds scum! ugggghhh!!!!!!!!


oh forget it.

jiayou to evryone out der whos um. tryin der best to study. ahhas u noe who im tokg abt. yep! ahhas alrite. i beta gif a big jiayou to myself too man! ahha (i noe u hate dis word) ahahas. oh well. had badm outing at sentosa today. ahahs at first we were even considerin whether anot to go anot cos it was like rainin! (again) den inta end. me suzie kristy and kx decided for it. ahahs. cld haf gone suzies hse actually! ahhas but it was quite fun. ahahs except for the sea water. my gosh. i tot e h2o at siloso wld be beta but inta end it was stinkier... fishier and much dirtier! ahah eww. ahhahas damn gross. but it was lotsa fun! played lotsa games! all e running games and bridgE! (ahah e love of my life) ahahahs. we even played with water bombs and floor (tnk god kirsty din bring soyasauce or ketchup or eggs haah) ahahas. kirsty ah. tht women grossed me out and made me laugh so many times today! ahahs hilarious. oh yah and suzie. i will nv be able to forget your FROOR she actually wanted to sae floor... ahahs not forgettin.... yerrow caror seriously man suzie. i swear ur becomin an ah lian! ahhas . nvm ah. its okae. ill try to help u adapt back to ur urm..... normal self?a hahs (like since when were u ever normal?!?!) ahahhas im pretty sad now. cos i cant wear my orange shoes to sch cos its too orange! haiz. but nvm la huhz. ill jus wear it out next time durin non school hours den. ahahs was pretty tired onta bus ride back. but dunno why now i feel like joinin my parents to play squash. ahahs with my sis too! haahs alrite den. i shall go off now! blog more next time! X)

yep yep surprise surprise! im here again. ahhahas so soon yeah? (compared to last time) ahahhas yep! actually i came online today specially to sign lalas blog! haha u happy not? hee. yep yep! i shall try to help u link but it reali seems quite um. hopeless ata moment. ahahhas so peserve yeah! ahahhas yesyes! we must still run the macritchie tog k? ahahs cant waita cya inta toilet tmr morn again!@ hahahahas. heyheyhye!!!! we shd haf study dates tog man! ahhas cant blif i actually met ya inta bus jus now too. ahah so funny. ahhas okae nothin to update abt my life. its as um. sad as ever. ahhas (not kiddin) . okae i haf individual msgs to deliver now.

del > call me k?
lala> call me.... go out with me... study with me.... ! ahah
yunx> msg me..... meet up w me! hahahas miss ya! dun be sad k?
yanz> cheer up! X)
kc> miss u la. U MUST CALL ME IMMEDIATELY AH.
ser> hurry arrange k?
pommie> our swimmin stilll on? hee.
all e girls in t8 > tong xiao mahjong here we come! hahaha X) YAY

oh man! i hfnt blogged in ages! yep but here i am once again. hmm. lets see. life has been um.... eh.. undescribable. der haf been more down than ups tho. which is reali quite sad. ahahhas pple arnd me have been seriously eccentric!!!! (del esp) ahhahas and lotsa pple haf gotten much lamer! (lala n jose) ahahhas.. its quite funny. cny has been super fattenin dis yr! damn horrid. ahahhas. oh yes! i haf 2000 sms to utilise! damn happy abt it cos i can nv bomb e bill anymore! hee. but one ironic ting is tht recently i hate smsin. and it usually takes me quite long to reply. which is so not like me. ahhas. oh well. i guess tht is good in a sense? ahahs. weird.... but gd? hmmz. and recently i dun reali like to sms pple or more like. dun reali haf much pple to sms! hahaha. (and to u.... i hate u......!! stop smsing me u idiot!) ahahas. alas, i haf dear adele to rely on. ahahha unfortunately tht poor dear has lost her fone. ahahs but nonetheless tings are back to e way they use to be. ahahs so yay! i can msg her like siaosers again! hahas oh yes del wants me to add tht.... ADELE LAMENTS THE GREAT LACK OF GENTLEMEN IN TODAYS SOCIETY bwahhas. i wonder wat tht reali implies. hehes. e other day me n del happen to chance upon becks ( oh boy tht poor girl din noe wat .... or WHO hit her haha) and tht got me tinkg abt sec 4L. haiz. really miss e gd ol times. sucha pity. hahas. oh yah. adele also wanna add tht "shes chio, also quite handsome but gettin a bit FAT, need new shoes, dun mind a chio hardworking GF whom she can aspire to be like. " WHAHAHAS. got me laughin to death man. ahahs oh ya!!! i wanna get dis damn chio shoes!!!!! ahhhhh! ahahhas but its ilke $179? which is damn ex? haiz. thts why my mom is a lil hesitant to get it for me. hmmz. but with my new yr $$ maybe i can get it? hmmz. jus tht the top is too high tho. ahahahs. hmm. hey del u must get me a huge discount k? ahahahs hope we get our dream shoes! haahs. haiz. i realise tht ive not kept in touch w lotsa pple lately..... except perhaps del. dunno why. when i go to school . i dun even look forward to anything anymore. except perhaps seein lala and e few dears once in awhile. hmmz. tings haf reali taken a drastic turn as compared to last yr. my life seems to haf reali taken a down turn! ughh.. i jus cant waita take the As get over with cj and head on to (hopefully) melbourne! ahah yay!!!!! thts my dream. but my dream wld only be complete if i can take all e pple id reali miss with me. jus found out a few reali shocking tings recently. which wat can i sae... really shocked me to e damn core! hahas but alrite. i gotta keep it all a secret. hmmz. i tink im puttin up a front. its like. when pple see me. they tink im fine... and even perhaps happy. but actually . tings arent the same. im feelin really.... sad. i guess its a new kinda sadness. and i reali dunno how to overcome it. hmmz. perhaps ill be cured when she comes back onta 1st of feb? dunno le. but it seems tht only she has e power to do tht. to make me happy and to jus be der for me. hmmz. woah. talkin abt all dis is starting to make me hate spore! ahhaah. oh well. i beta cut it out den. hmmz. danny is bein as silly as usual. ahhahs he's starin at me so cutely with his ears flopped up cos im laughin to myself (all tnks to del and her stupid sms) ahahhas. reali miss my dog. hes reali old oredi. hope he doesnt jus go. hmmz. gosh! jus realised im tinkg of all e sad sad stuff! shucks. thts reali bad. okay okay. i shall change the subject to happier stuff! tings tht im happy abt.....
1)my sis is back
2)shes comin back soon
3) badm orientatn sounds fun (surprisingly)
4) im finally a BIT rich
5) toilet meetings! (hahaha)


n thts abt all i can tink of. which is reali sad. ahhaha. oh well. i shall stop here for now.

del >> dun kill me hor. ahahah yay! hope to meet up wya again soon ya? tc of urself. and um try to keep ur hands to urself ya. ahahahhas

yunx>> reali miss u u twit! come back soon ya?

lala >> toilet meetings!!!! hee. but pls come earlier!

yanz >> smile more! dun fret! find a way to sit tog! haah

junz >> tc of urself k?

to sum1 whos in hk now >>> I MISS U TERRIBLY!!! COME BACK!!! I GOT SO MUCH TO SAY!

ure finally back!!!! now everythings okae! yay! X)
jus inta nick of time... of me feelin sad and being a hermit (ask melv) . ahhahas

the following qns's are extremely annoyingly interesting. try dem! hahas






Below are 4 questions. Answer them instantly. You

can't take your time.


Answer them immediately. No pencil or paper! OK?

Let's find out just how smart and clever you really

are. Ready? ... GO!!!








FIRST QUESTION: You are participating in a race.

You overtake the second person.

What position are you in?






















ANSWER: If you answer that you are first, then you are

Absolutely wrong! If you overtake the second person

And you take his place, you are second! Try not to

Screw up in the next question.





To answer the second question, don't take as much

time as you took for the first question.

(You know you took too much time.)









SECOND QUESTION: If you overtake the last person, then

you are...?


















ANSWER: If you answered that you are second to last,

then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you

overtake the LAST person?!








THIRD QUESTION: Very tricky math! Note: This must be

done in your head only. Do NOT use paper and pencil or

a calculator. Try it.


Take 1000 and add 40 to it.

Now add another 1000.

Now add 30.

Add another 1000.

Now add 20.

Now add another 1000.

Now add 10.

What is the total?













ANSWER: Did you get 5000? The correct answer is

actually 4100.










Don't believe it? Check with your calculator! Today is

definitely not your day. Maybe you will get the last

question right?




LAST QUESTION: Mary's father has five daughters:

Nana, Nene, Nini, Nono.

What is the name of the fifth daughter?











ANSWER: Nunu? Nana? Nene? NONO! Of course not. The

fifth daughter's name is Mary.

Read the question again.

You ARE the WEAKEST LINK!! Pass this along to someone

else who could stand a little fun and a challenge

today.

If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?

>>Message :> When we say the three words?
>>"I Love U" Do we really mean it or otherwise,
>>there is more to it.
>>
>>
>>"Fears over tomorrow and regrets over yesterday
>>are twin thieves that rob us of the moment. Do
>>what you think needs to be done!"
>>
>>
>>
>>A good relationship isn't a game you play or an
>>ego trip you take. It is about love and two
>>people. Loving someone can give us the greatest
>>joy we can ever know and it can hurt more that
>>we can believe too. When it does not really hurt
>>when that person did something disappointing to
>>you, but really hurts when you see that person
>>in pain and sadness, then you know you truly
>>love that person.
>>
>>
>>
>>Loving someone means you should be ready to
>>experience heartache and happiness at the same
>>time. That's the reward and that's the risk.
>>Unless we are willing to experience it, we will
>>never really know what it's like to love and be
>>loved. Sharing love is probable the most
>>valuable and meaningful experience a person can
>>ever have.
>>
>>
>>
>>And there's a difference between being in love
>>with someone and loving someone. It's the
>>difference between a love that's fickle, wild
>>and short-lived and one that's tender and
>>passionate, nurturing and lasts a long time. The
>>first is easy. The second, the one that really
>>matters to all of us, takes work because it's
>>about keeping a relationship.
>>
>>
>>
>>Loving someone takes efforts. We have to be
>>able to communicate with each other. Nobody can
>>read anybody's mind. We always presume that our
>>partner knows what we think and feel. Maybe in
>>time we might be able to predict or sense each
>>other's thoughts but it's never perfect and
>>takes time to develop. Getting the chance to
>>love and be loved by someone is truly blessed.
>>
>>Respect him/her for who he/she is, and not what
>>you want him/her to be. Everyone is pretty and
>>special in his/her own special way. No one is
>>perfect. It is true love which closes the gap of
>>imperfections to form a smooth surface of
>>acceptance for each other. True love sees and
>>accepts a person for who he/she is. It is also
>>true love which makes a person change for the
>>better.
>>
>>
>>
>>The power of true love to a person is
>>undeniable. A relationship needs commitments
>>too. What is love with commitments from each
>>other anyway? It's like principles and values.
>>Everyone has them but they only mean as much as
>>we are willing to stand for them. The same goes
>>for out commitments to relationships, and the
>>person we love.
>>
>>"Love is like an antique vase. It's hard to
>>find, hard to get, but easy to break." Everyday
>>everywhere, people fall in love.but just how
>>many of these relationships are self-sacrificing
>>love, and not just relationships which are
>>formed only for the intense feeling of falling
>>in love? I know hundreds of friends who say the
>>magical words "I love you". but more often than
>>not, the truth is just - I am IN love with you.
>>
>>
>>
>>There is a difference between being in love
>>with someone and loving someone. If a person
>>says he/she is in love with you, he/she means
>>that he/she likes you for who you are now and
>>he/she fell in love with you because of the
>>present you. This kind of love is temporary and
>>lasts only as long as the fairytale lasts. When
>>fairy godmother comes in at midnight to whirl us
>>back to reality, we see the heartache of such a
>>relationship. where both were only IN love with
>>each other.
>>
>>But if person says he/she loves you, he/she
>>means that he/she loves you unconditionally for
>>who you are now, who you were in the past and
>>who you might be in the future. When he/she says
>>he/she loves you and really means it, you have
>>to ask yourself if you love him/her too or if
>>you're in love with the idea of being in love.
>>It is very hard to see the difference through
>>logical thinking. Let your heart guide you. May
>>you be blessed on your soul-searching journey
>>for your soul mate.
>>
>>
>>
>>Friends, today, I would like you to think about
>>what you've just read. To those who are
>>already "attached", ask yourself again. Is this
>>true love? Do I really love him/her? Or is it
>>just another infatuation? ARE YOU willing to
>>give? Even though you may not get back the same
>>amount you gave? ARE YOU cheating yourself?
>>Thinking that you really love him/her and not
>>just taking him/her as a substitute from your ex-
>>boyfriend/girlfriend?
>>
>>Friends, let today be the day you truly
>>understand love.. And I know that none of you
>>would want to be the victim in this game of
>>love. If after reading this and answering all
>>the questions, you are very sure that you love
>>him/her, tell him/her that. Let him/her know how
>>much you love him/her and that you are willing
>>to take the risks of being hurt by him/her in
>>the course of the development of you
>>relationship with him/her. This is a love that's
>>sacrificial, ARE YOU ready for it?
>>
>>
>>
>>Cherish the Past, It made you what you are.
>>Treasure the Present, It's a timeless gift. Pray
>>for the Future, it's where hopes are fulfilled.
>>
>>When there is a
>>will, there is a way..

What Do You Value Most?
========================

A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy
next door.

It had been some time since Jack had seen the old man.

College, girls, career, and life itself got in the way.
In fact, Jack moved clear across the country in pursuit of his
dreams. There, in the rush of his busy life, Jack had little
time to think about the past and often no time to spend with his
wife and son.

He was working on his future, and nothing could stop him.

Over the phone, his mother told him, "Mr. Belser died last
night. The funeral is Wednesday." Memories flashed through
his mind like an old newsreel as he sat quietly remembering his
childhood days.

"Jack, did you hear me?"

"Oh, sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It's been so long since I
thought of him. I'm sorry, but I honestly thought he died years
ago," Jack said.

"Well, he didn't forget you. Every time I saw him, he'd ask how
you were doing. He'd reminisce about the many days you spent
over 'his side of the fence' as he put it," Mom told him.

"I loved that old house he lived in," Jack said.

"You know, Jack, after your father died, Mr. Belser stepped in
to make sure you had a man's influence in your life," she said.

"He's the one who taught me carpentry," he said. "I wouldn't be
in this business if it weren't for him. He spent a lot of time
teaching me things he thought were important.
Mom, I'll be there for the funeral," Jack said.

As busy as he was, he kept his word. Jack caught the next
flight to his hometown.

Mr. Belser's funeral was small and uneventful. He had no
children of his own, and most of his relatives had passed away.

The night before he had to return home, Jack and his mom stopped
by to see the old house next door one more time.

Standing in the doorway, Jack paused for a moment. It was like
crossing over into another dimension, a leap through space and
time.

The house was exactly as he remembered. Every step held
memories. Every picture, every piece of furniture...

Jack stopped suddenly.

"What's wrong, Jack?" his mom asked.

"The box is gone," he said.

"What box?" Mom asked.

"There was a small gold box that he kept locked on top of his
desk. I must have asked him a thousand times what was inside.
All he'd ever tell me was 'the thing I value most,'" Jack said.

It was gone. Everything about the house was exactly how Jack
remembered it, except for the box. He figured someone from the
Belser family had taken it.

"Now I'll never know what was so valuable to him," Jack said.
"I better get some sleep. I have an early flight home, Mom."

It had been about two weeks since Mr. Belser died. Returning
home from work one day Jack discovered a note in his mailbox.

"Signature required on a package. No one at home. Please stop
by the main post office within the next three days," the note
read.

Early the next day Jack retrieved the package.

The small box was old and looked like it had been mailed a
hundred years ago.

The handwriting was difficult to read, but the return address
caught his attention.

"Mr. Harold Belser" it read.

Jack took the box out to his car and ripped open the package.
There inside was the gold box and an envelope.

Jack's hands shook as he read the note inside.

"Upon my death, please forward this box and its contents to Jack
Bennett.

It's the thing I valued most in my life." A small key was taped
to the letter.

His heart racing, as tears filling his eyes, Jack carefully
unlocked the box. There inside he found a beautiful gold pocket
watch. Running his fingers slowly over the finely etched casing,
he unlatched the cover.

Inside he found these words engraved:
"Jack, Thanks for your time! Harold Belser."

"The thing he valued most...was...my time."

Jack held the watch for a few minutes, then called his office
and cleared his appointments for the next two days.

"Why?" Janet, his assistant asked.

"I need some time to spend with my son," he said.


"Oh, by the way, Janet...thanks for your time!"

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take
but by the moments that take our breath away."


~Author Unknown~

this silly little horoscope test tht i dunno whether its true anot. jus try it tho. ahahs no harm done anw.. X)



Horoscope Test...

If you are honest this tells the truth - it's pretty good

Write your answers on a piece of paper. No cheating !!

The answers are at the bottom of this page..........................

1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.

2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, green, yellow?

3. Your first initial?

4. Your month of birth?

5. Which color do you like more, black or white?

6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.

7. Your favorite number?

8. Do you like Sydney or Brisbane more?

9. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?

10. Write down a wish (a realistic one).

When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat)

Answers

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1. You are completely in love with this person.

2. If you choose:

Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - you are conservative and aggressive. Green - your soul is relaxed and you are laid back Blue - you are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. Yellow- you are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.

3. If your initial is:

A-K You have a lot of love to give in friendships in your life.

L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom.

S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

4. If you were born in: Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.

April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will last long and the memories will last forever.

July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.

Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.

5. If you chose..... Black: Your life will take on a different direction,it will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.

White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

6. This person is your best friend.

7. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.

8. If you chose: Sydney: You like adventure... Brisbane: You are a laid back person.

9. If you chose:

Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.

Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.

this is the stupidest story ever. ahahs rather funny too la. haha read read!



Jim and Mary were both patients in a Mental Hospital.
One day, while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool,
Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank like a stone to the bottom and stayed there. Mary promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled him out. When the medical director became aware of Mary's heroic act, he immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as he now considered her to be mentally stable .

When he went to tell her the news, he said,
"Mary, I have good news & bad news. The good
news is you're being discharged because since you
were able to jump in and save the life of another
patient, I think you've regained your senses".
"The bad news is that Jim, the patient you saved,
hanged himself in the bathroom with the belt of
his robe. I am so sorry, but he's dead".


Mary replied, "He didn't hang himself, I put him there to dry"

I just wanted to share with all of you people the flyer i got from a health center.
It stated the important facts of the DON'Ts after meal...
PLEASE DO READ THEM AND FOLLOW THOSE STEPS!!!!!!
After reading it,pass it to your love ones and your friends who you love so that they will know the important DON'Ts after meal.

Below are 7 DON'Ts after meal:
1.DON'T smoke
-Experiment from expert prove that smoking a cigarette after meal is comparable to smoking 10 cigarette (chances of cancer higher)

2.DON'T eat fruit immediately
-Immediately eat fruit after meal will cause stomach to be bloated with air. Therefore take fruit 1-2 hr after meal or 1 hr before meal.

3.DON'T drink tea
-The substance will cause the protein content in the food we consume to be harden thus difficult to digest.

4.DON'T loosen your belt
-Loosen belt after meal will easily caused the intestine to be twisted & block

5.DON'T bath
- Bathing will cause the increase of blood flow to the hands, legs & body thus the amount of blood around stomach will therefore decrease. This will weaken the digestive system in our stomach.

6.DON'T walk about
-People always say that after meal walk hundred step will live till 99.In actual fact this is not true. Walking will cause the digestive system unable to absorb the nutrition from the food we intake.

7.DON'T sleep immediately
-The food we intake were unable to digest properly.Thus will lead to gastric & infection in our intestine.

okae heres an update of me.
i haf new clothes....
i haf red hair......
my sis is back!
my supp paper went horribly...
ive been eatin too much (ahaha)
ive been smsing very little...
ive been watchin telly much less now...
ive been tokg onta fone much less now...
ive been slpg much less now....


hahah the back few lines were really weird eh? i dunno wot happened to me. ughh. hahahs damn funny. my sis is singing very loudly behind me now! hahas a BIT off tune. ahahahs love ya guys still! keep in touch ya! X)